darkness surrounding

2007-11-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

rewind.
@redbar( fromerly known as gashouse )
feat; sobb
23rd november, friday
2pm

i've got 5 tix.
anyone interested?
10 bucks per ticket inclusive of free drink (non-alchoholic)
support the troops!

2007-09-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

When you walked away
Nothing Left to say
Never thought the end would be so near

So runaway and hide
The pain you feel inside
Who ever thought the price would be so dear? And you say!

Baby, please believe me
Oh please believe me,
When I say that I'll see you again
But now you have to go and I want you to know
This is goodbye, this is goodbye

Everyone you met
All the ones you had
Will never be the same without you here

So f*ck all the cliches!
We'll say them anyway
There'll never be a day we won't believe And you say!

Baby, please believe me
Oh please believe me,
When I say that I'll see you again
But now you have to go and I want you to know
This is goodbye, this is goodbye

Don't let the words you say slip away
Don't let the words you say fade away

wooohooo 3 papers down. not sure how many more to go

2007-08-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

just got back some of my prelims results. all i've got to say is that they're rather dissatisfying. ok firstly, got my malay papers back. me essay let me down. like seriously, out of 50 i only got a pathetic 26. alright, that's one thing. the other is my paper 2 section c. another letdown. out of 25 and i only managed 15 marks. and the other parts of the paper are okay.

secondly, social studies. let's not talk about it. i don't wanna dwell on it too much cos i know i can do it if i really put my heart into really studying all the facts.

english. another letdown. and it's my essay again. went a little out of point towards the end and i only managed 16 out of 30. letter writing was ok. scored quite high. paper 2 was ok too although i could've done better.

my prelim orals? don't even talk about it. damn inconsistent.

my major exam's on this monday,
all i want are my distinctions.
goodbye.

2007-08-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

the prospect of spending three straight days at home is killing me. what's more, i've got nothing much to do. my prelims resume around late august. straight after my prelims it's the start of my N's.

i'm fucking bored to death.
everyone's out and about. oh well, i'll have my fun later, when other people are studying for their exams. same thing ah.
i'll remian discreet for now

2007-08-04T16:19:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

haha, oh i had a blast at baybeats 07. it was awesome. met zai, uzair and their guitarist, razak, first before heading off to baybeats.

reached a little late. only managed to catch the last part of out for last and overidden by monofone. went backstage with the guys to talk to monofone. chilled for a while before zai got the guts to go over there and take a group photo. hahaha, have i said how awesome monofone is?

they're awesome! hahaha, especially hym. he's really reminiscent to matt bellamy. damn talented dude.

up next: caracal. haha it was a waste cos i didn't know much of their songs. but their performance was very energetic and fun. oh, and the part when chris and the other two dudes were dancing together was cool. darn. i wanted to get their merch but i couldn't find the place. gaaaah

chilled again, met clement, chester and josh and another dude. chester and josh and the other dude went missing, i only found out that they went back already. me, zai and clement hanged out backstage while some phillipine band was performing. talked about our bands and all that. waited anxiously for plain sunset to come up. before we could come in we had to place our bags at the counter. haha, that's cos everyone went CRAZY!! when plain sunset came on. damn right, many bodies flying everywhere. people moshing here and there.

oh well, on the brightside, i got a picture with monofone! hehe

2007-07-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

been a while since i've updated you people, whoever you are, on whatever that's been going on.
well, to put it into words, i've passed the point where i've
been through lots of trouble & depression.
and i'm glad to say that i've come out feeling way better than ever.

oh yeah, yesterday was our 9th month.
it was raining heavily in the morning and i thought
that i wouldn't meet aishah. but luckily it stopped
raining towards the afternoon. so i met aishah at tamp
and we bussed down to marina bay for the ndp preview show.
my my, there were many people down there. oh and
my mum called to talk to her. hahah anyway the
queue didn't take too long. aishah wanted the
orange bag so badly but she got
the purple one instead. i got yellow -.-''

headed upstairs and got our seats. the view wasn't that bad.
except for a certain group of old people who couldn't
sit still and had to move in and out of
their seats. other than that it was a wonderful day.
headed back, grabbed something to eat at long john
and sent her home. all that just before my curfew. HAHA!

oh yeaah. 9 months is quite long. before i'll know it, it'll be our
milestone. of course being pre-occupied with
studies will make time fly by even faster

9 months down, i still love her. more than ever.

2007-07-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

my mood's totally been ruined.

2007-07-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

hmm..
reflection time.

i've been around lately, and i can't help but think
about certain things.
i've realised that i wouldn't really do something without taking it into much consideration first.
there's jsut so many things going on, that i fear that i'll neglect the little things in life. i might tend to take things for granted.
but i know that things are getting more and more serious.

i can get a little angry over certain things, but i try my best to enjoy life. i know i know. life's just too short for so much enjoyment.
which also one of the reasons why i wouldn't want to waste my life.

i've been tempted to start smoking again, but i know it's just a fucking waste of money and it makes my condition worse. especially after my grandad's death. i swore never again to smoke in my life.

and i just can't stand it. i'm trying my best to make full use of my life.
then again, i'll eventually get back to my old habits. i can get very playful, take things lightly or even joke around as much as i want.

2007-07-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

sorry i've been missing these past few weeks. didn't feel like blogging to time restraints. ah geez, school's been really.. busy since it restarted.
i've been staying back till 5 plus everyday under the supervision of my caring teachers ( chehh ) doing all my works and revisions.

starting this week i'll only report to school at 9 every wednesday. wooohooo more rest. and on friday i start my night studies. 7-9. man, that's really late.

nothing much to say, really. i've got my english orals tmr.( i hope i get the nun ) can show off my ic. hehe. oh yeah, and i've finally completed my big art piece. oh yeaaah. i feel like this big burden is finally lifted off my shoulders. that's one less thing to worry about.
aah shoot, i still can't figure out why my reading sounds very.. monotonous. gaaah.

oklah, very sad. i shall continue to work on my reading. they better have a nice conversation topic.

2007-06-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

hello darlings!

ok first and foremost, i had a hell of an awesome time yesterday!

and also a million thanks to skint for lending to us their equiptment.

ohh. it was... hahaha! ok so here's a summary of what happened yesterday. i reached the same time as dzul and sheep alighted from the taxi and helped them carry the keyboard up the hall.

the sports capt we decorating it. we did soundcheck and rehearsals. sylvia called to me to ask whether i was still gonna be performing. i told her yeah. ended quite late and we only managed to bathe and change. didn't get to buy my suspenders. oh wells, another day for me.

camwhoring during soundcheck. tsk tsk. we're very bored lah.

ok so after and eventful shower, we headed up the hall. it looked more beautiful since they had the aircon turned on. hahaha.

another shot after showering and beautifying ourselves!

practiced a little bit more. then they told us that we were the second item after the beatboxing dude.

ran around backstage scaring people. baaaaah!

hahaa, nothing like a good laugh. moments before our performance we all sat down just to relax and take it all in.

''please welcome S.O.B.B''

plugged in the guitars and bass into the amps and we're good to go.

curtains were pulled and dzul was already smashing the cymbals.

played seven nation army first. hahaha siol, butterflies and hurricanes in my tummy. just when i thought it couldn't get any better than this, my fingers started to cramp. hahaha holy cow. see lah i forgot to stretch my fingers, now get cramps. gaaah. but i managed to pull through. hahaa.

second song: look what you've done by jet.

huiting introduced us while sheep ran down to the big piano.

hahaha this song was fun to play. after the bridge i think and going into the chorus sheep forgot the keys. and huiting stopped singing for a while. hahaha panic panic. i dunno, it wasn't that obvious ah. we improvised and tadaa, finished the song.

final song: starlight

ohh my favourite one of them all.

hahaha, it was hard cos we kept hearing the echo and it always came 2-3 seconds after we played the song so it was tough cos i kept having a feeling that i was behind the song. oh we got the crowd going, they clapped along to the song. haha that was really nice though.

ended? nah. can't forget about the outro, baby. hahaha. we fucking pulled that one off. it's so awesome. all the while chester and his mates were there with their thumbs up. it was nice of them to give their support. hahaha.

2007-06-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.

woah, what a week.
been really super duper busy practicing the songs we're gona play at the sports capt farewell. we've found a singer already.
okay that's one worry down. hahaha.

i can't wait to go out there and play. 2 days to go.
another session tomorrow to brush things up and we're good to go.
alright i'm off.

beavis \m/

2007-06-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.
and so the search for a proper singer continues.
and our time is running out. oh maan, and it all started when dzul accepted clement's offer to play for the sports capt's farewell.

believe me, singing and playing and instrument at the same time is darn hard. and i can't do it very well. gasps. the farewell's next thursday. i'm like omgomgomg i can't believe it.

anyone up for singing? anyone, anyone?
hahaha.
ohwells, the show must go on.

hahaha last night was damn hilarious.
ok so i've got this pet terrapin and recently my lil sister wanted another one. so now i've got two terrapins who can't get along with each other.
they fight for food and territory. hahaha i'm serious.
last night my mum was feeding them, and i was in the kitchen too having dinner.

my mum suddenly became all excited.
me: eh can calm down or not?
mum: you see ah these two fighting over food again. look that one is biting the other's tail.
me: hahaha. (opens lid to take a better look)
mum: eh close the lid lah later they jump out how? i don't wanna touch them.
me: relax, they're not ninja turtles -.-''

ohmygosh my mum can be so funny sometimes.
especially with the terrapins.

2007-06-11T14:42:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.
i've been a little lazy to update.
nothing much to say during this dull holidays.
hmm, found this song at my playlist. very nice.
it's for my darling aishaaah!
pssst, i love you dear :)

grow old with you by adam sandler

i wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
carry you around when your athritis is bad
all I wanna do,
is grow old with you
i'll get your medicine
when your tummy aches
build you a fire
when the furnace breaks
so it could be so nice
growing old with you

I'll miss you
kiss you
give you my coat
when you are cold
need you
feed you
even let you hold the remote control

so let me do the dishes
in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when you had too much to drink
oh i could be the man
who grows old with you :D

2007-06-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.
stumbled upon this under my favourites at youtube.
hahaa. check out those dance moves and oh yeah, read the subs. they're fucking hilarious. so here's one for the dull weekdays to come.

qoute: GIRLY MAN!!

2007-06-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

hello darlings.
as you all might know, or might not know. i've been very sick so i'm sorry i've not been updating as regularly for these past feew weeks.

this dumb flu just won't go away.
ok the story so far..
hmm. the holiday lessons have been ok, quite bearable for me.
some fun here and there. hahaa

nothing special going on. blablabla. oh you know what i mean.
i'm sick, what'dya expect.
okay, i've been spending the weekend doing my artpiece.

i've turned my room to a ''mini art studio''. oh geez, it's a mess anyway. just like an art studio. mess mess mess.

other than that. it's been straight studying for me.
3 hours a day. and more practices.
weee. and thank god, cos it hasn't made me go craazy.

alright then,
i'm off

2007-05-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

happy 7th month to us.

yeah, how time passes when you're in love eh?
exactly 7 months ago, i wouldn't really picture myself being in this situation. haha but am i glad it turned out okay.

we've had our up's and down's, but i want you to know
that i'm always here for you
to cheer you up,
keep you happy,
take your worries away
and to love you. (hahaha, sounds cheesy.)

2007-05-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

here's a little something to pass off time.
i've changed it a little here and there. it's from the song hey there delilah from the plain white t's. i know it might get a little lame but hey, i miss her. i dun care what you think. HAHA

Hey there aishah
What's it like in pahang city? (is there a city there?)
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
the lights here can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there aishah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Hey there aishah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Hey there aishah
You be good and would you miss me?
Few more days and you'll be done at pahang
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there aishah here's to you
This ones for you

2007-05-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

here goes.

one darn week without aishah. i'll only see her for a short while tomorrow cos she

wanna pass me a ''surprise''.

sigh.. one week. i'm gonna be sober for a week.

i can still remember pahang as if it was yesterday. ah yes.

the ''hips don't lie'' period. oh it was so fun. that will be one of the things i won't forget about when i leave temasek.

it's true when they say that our secondary school years are the best.

haha.

i'm gonna miss her.

aaaaaaaaah. i feel horrible already.

what's left is only a picture of us that i can

only gaze at when i miss her.

2007-05-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

ITS CLEMENT THE LEMON AND ZUHDII... SOMETHING!

2007-05-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

okaay. exaam are finally over!
yes ahh baby. oh alright, i didn't really have exams but you get my point.

ok yesterday met aishah dearest after school.
went back home for a quick shower and changed and made my way to tampines to meet her.
she reached first but i didn't make her wait so long this time. hehe.
bussed down to vivo. go makan makan. then walked around some more.
headed up to the top and talked about stuffs. hahaha. watched the cable cars. aah nooh. she wanna bring me along to ride the cable car one day.

ok i'm afraid of heights. seriously. aaaah.
ok i'll worry about that on another day. headed to the esplanade after that. walked around and found a nice spot. sat down, talked and watched dunno what band perfrom. hahaha. jazz ah. binget sehh. i can't wait for baybeats. but it collides with my prelims. oh well, we'll see how it turns out then.

ok ok. then we took a couple of pics.
she hasn't sent me them yet. ehh monday no school. and i got nothing to do? jamming anyone?

ps: CALL MEE! hahahaha

2007-05-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

ok, it's working better now. so on friday i went out with a girl to watch spiderman 3. yeah nobody knows who the girl is.
heheh scandal! so anyway, she paid for the tickets first. i met her after prayers. she was in metro at the perfume section.

i wonder why a nice-smelling girl like her wants to smell better? hmmm
maybe she trying to seduce me? hahaha. me and my fantasies.
ok then we headed to the cinema and along the way she saw some chocolates. haha and i bought some for her lah since she needed chocolates. expensive sehh.. if i know i should have bought her a teddy bear but too common lah.

ok reached the cinema, bought nachos. entered and tadaa, movie started. i sure wouldn't mind watching the movie again. yeah, had a great day on friday with her.
that's about it.

2007-05-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

something is fucking wrong with my blogger..
grrrr.

2007-05-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure where to start.
was it my fault? if not then why do i feel sad.
why is there this feeling of emptiness taking over me.

it's not the same and you know it.
why am i not happy when i should be? these few things i can't explain.
i'm just so fucking sick and tired of it being this way.

god help me.

2007-04-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey hello.
say hi to the camera.
'' hi camera''.

okaaay. i'm back home. exams next week. i dun really have mid years actually. haha. yippie. but i do have few subjects for midyears.
english in particular. i'm gonna score baby. distinction distinction
hmm okay.
nothing much interesting actually.
i brought my big art piece home today. ahh so leceh... when i say big it's really BIG. like huge man. half the sixe of the door. i've yet to start painting on it.

today was pretty dull.
i was in bad mood all day. i think it has to be from the sparring early in the morning. but still.. hahah no mood.
that sharing session in particular. geez. wow i'm really motivated now. thanks for the help.

had to go back to class. the teachers were screaming like mad people cos we were kinda pathetic at arranging tables. that really pissed me off. sheesh.

ok fast forward>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>

came back from prayers. ehh i'm starting to like masjid siglap. i dunno.
the food very nice ahhh.
ahh ok. came back. played soccer for awhile. the DnT dudes were spraying each other with the mini water gun.
then we stooped cos it was gonna rain.
rained heavily for dunno how many hours.
sat and listened to music at the canteen, then bebek came. chit chatted while waiting for the rain to stop.

hoho, she let me listen to a couple of songs. tsk tsk. very sad. i'm a mysterious guy. she doesn't know that i listen to some of her favorite bands. ehh i'm no stalker okay. we just have similar music tastes.
particularly orson. hahaha. boy,was she shocked to see me singing along to the song.

went to interchange with her. took bus only to find out that my house was empty. so i headed back to school to lepak with hanyuan and chester. me and hanyuan did impersonations of our favorite teachers. hehehe. damn fucking hilarious.
ahhahaha.

ohkay, tmr's the 6th month anniversary. half a year, baby.
wooohooo. sadly it's her parents anniversary too. hahaha coincidence ehh
oh well.
another day then.

cheers \m/

2007-04-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

this song means a lot to me.

easily by muse

Let your inhibitions go
Make every touch electrical
When you're feeling beautiful
Will you remember me?

I want to touch you deep inside
And find the secrets that you hide
When you fears are cast aside
Will you remember me?

Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
It's not so easily

I just want to let you know
My mind refuses to let you go
I wanna hypnotise you so
You will remember me

Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
It's not so easily

Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
Easily the best I ever had
Easily the best I ever had

2007-04-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

went to the westside of singapore yesterday. yeah we eastsiders are morons. me, m.sheep, clement the lemon and adam went to clementi to watch his brother's band.

adam likes to walk very fast. and he isn't aware of his surroundings. yes. we walked all the way to the other side only to find out that the bus interchange was in the opposite direction. m.sheep bumped into this old lady. apparently she doesn't forgive him cos we met her again in the bus. alas, she had to tell the whole world her awful experience.
hahaha typical west side people.

reached the place. west side recreational something. haha. adam walks fast again and he almost opened the wrong door. he opened the door leading to the rubbish dump. that boy is so unaware of his surroundings. haha.

reached the place. some bands were playing first. one bad did a cover of an a7x song. oklah not that bad. can pull it off.
waited and waited for adam's brother's band to come on.
oh, there was this one band. hahaa funny guys. they were in their business clothes or something but hahaha fuck can they play good music!
hat's off to the guitarist. he really showed those emo kids how to play real guitar. he's got skills baby. reminds me of steve vai.

okok fast forward.
adam's brother's band came on. haha, they did an original. it was not bad ah. really lived up to expectations.
after the final band played deputy siren came on!
haha boy are they good. i'm definitely gonna be at baybeats 2007.
monofone and deputy siren!
hahaa oklah.

bye.

2007-04-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

had sports day today. yup, no school for me. grr. in exchange for that, i was burned by the scorching heat at jurong stadium. panas sehh. the heat was... just unbearable lah. i think we were the last school dismissed. haha, aishah dearest got sunburned. she's red. poor girl.
hahaha.

so, i woke up extra early today cos i had plans in the morning. grr, stupid 7-eleven didn't sell toblerone. wanted to get it for aishah to cheer her up. waste my time seh, i missed the bus and because of that i was late too. then didn't pick her up at pasir ris. so we met at tanah merah instead. went into the mrt and walah, there she was standing in front of me. hahaha.

met fadlon at bedok along the way then the three of us made our way to lakeside. boohoo. we waited so long till there was no more shuttle bus. so we went to the other side to take another shuttle bus.

reached jurong stadium. blah blah blah. scream, shout, vulgarities. hahaha. shiok sehh. i sort of lost my voice. eh but it sounds better now? hahaha. okok fast forward>>>>>>
fast forward>>>>>
fast forward>>>>>

ended sports day. dunno whether we won the cheering competition or not. hahah dun care, temasek teachers won the teachers race.
ended, met aishah and fadlon. took a bus to boonlay. rained heavily. take mrt to somewhere. me and aishah alighted first.
then we go somewhere.
do something.
drama drama..
then do something again.

to aishah <3
i'm sorry that i've hurt your feelings.
i'm sorry that i made you feel as if i didn't care.
i'm sorry that i added more stress to you, since it was speech day and you were busy.
i'm sorry that i didn't talk to you.
most of all, i'm sorry that i took out my frustrations on you.

i know it was all very stupid of me.
i've got no good explanations why i did so in the first place.
but i'm really sorry.
and i still love you the most.

2007-04-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

i'd rather soak myself in your presence and breathe in the sweet aromas of your sincerity.

partly cos i'm just so sick of people who appear to be so "friendly and nice" to one another in the realm of the internet but fail to hold a decent conversation with one another on the streets.

yeah, i'm stuck at home today. sad.
nothing really good to do at the computer so i'm just practicing a few songs on the guitar and singing along to the melodies.

homework? done.
clean the house?( my room actually ) done.
eat? done.
sleep? done.
read books? yup i'm done with that too.

amazing how you just wanna relax and it always comes at the wrong time.
i know i know, it's an important year for me. teachers are busy giving out homeworks, spending time with us to revise, give tests. seems like i don't have much free time at all eh?

and here i am today with nothing to do and i'm already feeling bored?

okay, enough about this boring topic. i bet people'll get bored when they read about something boring. ok, today's good friday. no school.
and there's boring shows on tv. gaaah.. thank god there's good music to keep me occupied.

2007-04-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

happy april fool's day
hehe.

had a blast today.
because..
i went out with her. like wow.
finally, a day when i can cherish my time with her, without any interruptance..
oi, the girl wore pink seh. macam lawar gitu. hehehe, she is pretty.

met at tampines interchange and none of us were late this time around. hahaha. i should learn to be more punctual ah. hehe, anyways.

took the bus to vivo. talk talk. yes we talk talk ok. nothing wrong with that. reached vivo, but it was too late to catch mr bean. that moron. hahaha. so we watched the number 23 instead. oklah, not bad. quite frightening. hahahaa. oh yeaah! nachos. finally had the chance to eat nachos. weeee. best seh. oklah, i'm a cheesy person.

ok finish movie, go candy empire. i will grow fat because of siti aishah. she feeds me chocolates like nobody's business. the other day, the ferrero rocher and yesterday it was that vanilla frog. hahaha.

okok then take bus home. talk somemore. eh i had so much fun i forgot it was april fool's day. bloody moron. was talking to her when she took out her phone. she received this dumb message which yeah.. fooled me.

'' i want to bite you.

can i come to your house to suck and lick you?

... yes ah i wanna do that.''

happy april fool's day from mr mosquito -.-'' lame sehh. okay lah. fine fine i got pranked grrrr..

nah i'm bored lah.i sit in the art room for two hours and i only did this

2007-03-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

oh man.
it's gonna be a loong week.

there might be a friendly agaisnt chai chee on monday?
i'm not sure.
student leader investiture on tuesday.
first time in 3 years that i'm actually not being part of it.
i'd prolly be flipping that blazer if i was still class manager?
oh the irony.

wednesday is our 5th month.
we're still loving each other very much.
despite the fact that my mum knows about it.
i need to find a way to make her stop bugging me leh. she's been asking me too many questions. shouldn't she be more worried about my studies?

some parents..
hahaha no comments.

zuhdi \m/

2007-03-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

finally yeaaaah.

i'm haaaappy.
it's been two long weeks since i was with her.
and todaaay i met her yippie. gosh i'm a happy candy boy.
hahahaha. she's got a new hairstyle. she's sooo damn _____. i can't say it. she'll scold me.
gosh, i still think 2 weeks is a very long time.
although i get to see her in school. we don't gonjeng ( syl's word) around during school time.
just seeing her makes my insides go downside up.

haha. today was just fabulous.
i love it that she's just open-minded and we can talk about everything.
she'll understand me and i'll understand her.
like when we're sitting by the beach at the waterbreaker.
we both poured our hearts out and we've got nothing to be afraid of cos we know we can trust each other.

to sum it up.
i love her more than anything in this world and i can never
find another girl as special as she is.

2007-03-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

oh yeaah.
evening under the stars was a huge success.
hahaha, i thought i was gonna be late. but i managed to reach school on time.
went to the amphitheatre. find zai and shida cos they reserved a seat for me.
hahah we had lotsa fun poking jokes at random time. oh those two kept hitting me. i wonder what would've happened if huiting was there too. i think i'd prolly die of their beating.

oh, the best part of the show is the parody of...?? they had a little boy using a stick as a horse and darth vader. oh the little boy was supposed to be king arthur. HARHAR
gaah, he chopped darth vader! literally..

but the night ended quickly, as soon as mdm sabina's sister's performance the show was supposedly over for us. SUPPOSEDLY.
hahaha, all acts surprised cos the surprise band turned up.
hahaha, am i glad they did.
damn, they cover good music. and they played a muse song.
heck that's enough to cheer me up. and we asked for an encore. yeeeah.
damn they're good.

hmm, i wanna find a girl as a singer for our band.
hahahaha.
gosh, there's just so many motivations around. makes me feel so semangat.
ended the show on a high.
drank many many cups of pepsi.

went home.
saw zai & shida walking so i decided to join them and enjoy the night breeze.
walked till tjc and we took a bus from there to interchange.
met itik, chester, horny kid and wilbur.
reached interchangeand headed to kfc to eat.
and i'll stop here cos i dun feel like saying what happened at kfc last night.

okbye.
hello.

2007-03-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

today was funn hell yeah.
hahah, ok so i met up with my little girl to go out and watch epic movie.
like, finally. woooh. hahahaa.

the movie is damn gaay.
very gaay. imagine this. half goatguy kissing a hairybeaver.
french kissing some more.
the movie's both a turn on and a turn off.
i mean, hot chicks with beards? gosh. hahahaa.

movie ended and we had some time to spare. went down. she bought her chocolate thingy.
then she happy happy eat her chocolate while walking until she don't even recognise her own friends. sheep and dian was there at TM too. walking around dunno do what.

waah. today some kinda day out for the three of us ah?
met dzul in the morning with hanis
then in the afternoon met sheep.

ahh enough details ah.
the second part not allowed to say here.

2007-03-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

weeeeee.
and my blogger is back from holiday.
finally an update. hoho. as if anyone reads my blog. wowwee.
okay. it's march already. fallout boy coming tomorrow ah? i dunno. haha. i dun care.
february rocked.
especially the last two days of february.

feb 27th.
my birthday. nothing much.
few surprises hahahaa. met aishah pop in the morning and we went to school together.
huiting minah gave me a butt spanker. hoho. now i can spank her and she can't poke me.
usual stuffs. b'day bash after school.
zaid fatass was not around. lucky for him or i'd stuff his face in the toilet bowl.
was supposed to wait till 4 plus cos aisha pop had my present but i had to go off early cos zaibebek and her geng wanna go watch her movie and she was treating me.
but in the end tak jadi so me, bebek and shida xxx went to page one at vivo and read books.
COS we're intellectual people.
hehehe.

28th feb.
4th month.
weeeeee.
weeeeee. weeeeee.
hahahaa. i love aishah pop.
poppoppop. padalpop.

i'll update again later ah.
for the bored people of singapore who's got nothing better to do.

2007-02-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

today was ok.
had the sec one learning journey thingy. the facilitators get to skip smt. glad i wasn't a facilitator. haha, don't get me wrong. i'm not a nerd, just that i'll have less work to do cos i attended smt and finished the assignment. me and dzul were the post-party people. hahha

ended school. had time to kill. dzul didn't wanna join us. what seh. SOBB macam gini sehhh.
sobsob. okaaay. so me and sheep asked adam and sip to join us. yeaaha. bussed to simei.
oh. there was this scary dood ah. he had scary teeth and plus he was asleep. which made him more scarier cos his eyes were half open and he looked like a zombie cos the pupils were not visible and all you could see is whiteness. i wanted to take his picture but he was too dark and i could not see his face in the picture.

reached simei. the apek upgrade his shop seh. played a few songs. haha, sip was our video guy. hahaha, his videos are fucking hilarious. he really made the videos look like they're music-video material. hahaha.

ok, after that we took a cab back to school. made noise in the cab.
reached the bedok south school junction when this tiny girl dashed across the street and almost got hit by a car. i'm serious. she's one lucky girl. our apek driver, being a typical driver, was shocked too and he was swearing all over. hahaa. fucking hilarious. we join in the fun ahh.

reached school. saw bebek alone sitting one corner talking to mimi. woooohoooo.
haha, i'm happy for her cos she's got a nice dood who makes her happy.
waited for sec ones to come back.
came, me and dzul went up to the hall. saw itik. itik won't believe that i've got a band.
he keeps saying that i'm lying and that he doesn't believe that me and sheep write lyrics.

ah ah. i must say, the sec ones are very co-operative. though some of them likes to flirt with a certain classmate of mine. hahaha, they will always go after her.
ok daaa. ended the whole learning journey.
stayed after school till late late with the usual geng.
and now i'm home. wooohooo.

kthanksbye.
i love you

2007-02-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

wooooohoo.
and today is a great day. it's 14 february baby.
haha, well. i actually had nothing in plan. cos i had my final soccer match today and i'll be horribly tired to do anything after school.
so yesterday i did some last minute shopping. got her something nice and simple for valentine's day.

so today.
hahaha. darn. it was fun baybehh. ended our final game on a high.
yeah, we won. although we lost our other matches. heck it doesn't matter, really.
reached school. met aishah. awited for her to finish her stuff. talked to bebek.
haha, looks like she had a great valentine's day too.
oklaah, i'll be nice and not say what she told me.
left school. took bus to vivo.
and now i'm home feeling horribly tired.

okayokay.
end end end.

2007-02-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

i'm dead tired.
the sun's up and it's scorching. i've got no mood today.

and i still miss that little girl.

2007-02-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

ah man.
i feel bad.
very bad...

i know i've been super duper busy these past few weeks.
but now i'm starting to feel as though i'm neglecting you.
soccer has taken up most of my time so i've been busy and you've got your stuffs to do.
it's not that i hate soccer. this is what i've been wanting to do.
i have to sacrifice some things which are important to me. but i will always try to find some time for you.

i know that there's been some stuffs which didn't make you too happy.
but please. just try not to think about it.

i miss you.
i miss my little girl very badly.

2007-01-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

hahahaa.
okok, i have to say this.

BEBEK IS REALLY FORGETFUL
she can't remember the things that she's told me.
such as.. aiyoh. now i can't remember too.
okay. there you go. bebek makes me forget things. hahaha.
just laughing with her about silly things/people gives you stomach cramps. it's damn hysterical.
hehe, another attribute about bebek.
and this is why she is the coolest person.
she's a headbanger!
yeah, she headbangs while she sleeps!
hoho, i can't do that.

alright, yesterday was okay i guess.
too much drama for me. yeah, i lost count of
the number of people who cried/ step emotional. ahh whatever lah.
then today also alot of drama.
yes.
draaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaaa.

P.E lesson ah.
everyone got pissed with each other.
haha. we played soccer in the wet volleyball court.
and wet=slippery.
which means that there's definitely people who are bound to slip and fall.
in my case, the little hothead. yeah, the temperamental one. he fell on his backside. haha. yes. i only pushed him a little. it's like when you're pushing a button on a lift. yeah like that lahhh.
then he fell theatrically.
and he scold me when i extended my hand to help him up.
'' waaah ciiiiiiibaaaaai'' in high pitch. ok, just imagine the powerpuff girls saying that. the blue one, uhh... BUBBLES! yes that one. in that tone.

funny seh. but those who saw what happend now i didn't do anything wrong. aiyah. nevermind lah. i bet his ass hurts. too bad lo. i was trying to help him up but he don't want.

see. told you my days are filled with dramas.
draaaaaaamaaaaaaaaa :D

hahaa, ok. and yesterday after school i had soccer training. it turned out to be damn fun lah. all of us did the usual fitness. running. jogging. sprinting. waaah. then we run like crabs. hahaa. i almost fell -.-'' and after that we played monkey. haha, moose is a lousy monkey. he lazy to chase after the ball siah. hehe, then came the fun part. mr sara wanted to see if we could all scream. you know, just in case a defender comes charging towards you. soo we were supposed to scream ''MAN ON, JUMP!'' which means some bugger is charging towards you and you gotta jump outta the way.

haha, khaizal's scream was funny. he went

'' MAN ON............. JUMP!!'' haha. like that the person would already be clutching his knee siah. hahaha, okok. i'm tired ah. i got more training tomorrow.

wooohoooo. 2 more days to our third month. I LOVE MY LITTLE GIRL!!

2007-01-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

FEELING DAMN RESTLESS.

yes i am.
i've got lotsa things to do. and on top of that, i can't remember what most of those things are. gaaahh.

actually, i don't even remeber why i wanted to do this in the first place -_-''
bahh...
thinking of all the things i need to do, all the people i've made promises to. gosh.. i'm quite surprised that i'm even able to cope with all these pressure and school work at the same time.

i try not to care about all those unpleasentries that creep into my mind.
such as...
and also missing the museshitfuck concert.
ohman, east zone coming up in ten days time.
need to work on my fitness. geez..
it's exhausting okay.

bahh, it's gonna be another hot day.
fucking global warming.
okok, random time.

''i think the polar ice caps sucks. who cares about a place where a bunch of penguins have an orgy?''

2007-01-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

and so i didn't go for museshitfuck concert afterall.
i know i missed out on the best live band in the entire world.
oh how sad.

well, moving on..
hmm, i'm not sure if i should say this or not?
maybe it's not the time yet.
but i've got a reason for doing it.

gosh..
i didn't know it was going to turn out this way.

2007-01-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

i'm still feeling kinda pissed cos i'm not going in the end.
no wonder i'm so quiet these past few days.
anyway, other than that. a few things have been occupying my mind lah.
and it's not good to be thinking too much.

sigh..
watching live videos of muse doesn't help much.
unless..

gahh.
okok, i've got english oral coming up this tuesday.
and i can't read directly from the script.
i've gotta memorise it. i'm not sure how.
i've gotta do um.. 2 boards for my art N level.
yeah. 2 boards by the end of this month.
...
isn't that too much?

okok, i wanna go drown in my sorrows.

2007-01-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

aha.
okay.
nothing..

eh, i can't wait for the silly movie marathon seh.
so cool.
hahahaha.

2007-01-07T10:36:00.000+08:00

hello blogggggggg!
haha, oklah. i've been quite lazy to update.
since i was kinda depressed for the first day of school...

okay okay, don't wannna talk about it here. too depressing.
hahaha, damn. it's soo gonna be a tough year.
N levels and prelims coming up. staying back in school till late afternoons. haha, this time it isnt' because of socceer or whatever excuse lah. sec 4s have smt. aiyah..

ok, i've got some acapella thingy at the esplanade this monday and some excursion on tuesday. so dull..
the hot weather these days doesn't help much either.
gahhh..
i dunno what else to say.
hahaa, oh yeah. muse coming to s'pore on the 16th.
too bad i'm not going, unless i am somehow able to get the tickets.
aww, i'm missing out on the best live bands everr.

too bad for me.

2007-01-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

i wouldn't exactly say that i actually enjoyed

my first day of school.

2006-12-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2007!!

eh, i dunno why i'm so darn excited.
hehe, anyways.
had a blast the other day.

ok. 2007's coming up in approximately 2 hours time.
should i stay up the whole night?
hmm...
oh darn, i just remembered that
i've got stupid chemistry work to do. gahh.

oh, i haven't thought of any resolutions yet.
hahaa

2006-12-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

went jamming with the guys yesterday. i was unusually late. yes, but i've got a good reason! i got stuck in the lift -.-''
and it was in between the 5th and 4th level. gaaah..
lucky the dude came fast and made the lift work again.

ok, after jamming went home. played ps2 and changed
and went out again to celebrate my uncle's birthday. his treat.
took a taxi to amirah's grill at uh.. pahang street.
hooo hoooo. the food was.. out of this world delicious.
haha, i won't be so surprised if i start going to the place more frequently.
ohh, i ordered the beef steak!!
hmm, talking about it makes me super hungry again.
they didn't serve fries with it but instead it was a whole potatoe!
ah dang.. so delicious..
oh, plus the mushroom soup was...
aaargh. it wasn't the normal canned mushroom soup. it was thicker and it had a lil taste of garlic in it. haha. i usually have mushroom soup with garlic bread but this was like a 2 in 1 dish!

hehe. and to end the feast we all had a scoop of ice cream. yummie.
eh, and i sooo badly wanna try that smoking machine thingy.
smells nice you know.

okay okay. anyways, went home around 11 plus. and i had like 5 missed calls. 2 private and 3 i-have-no-idea-whose-numbers.
waaaahh...

2006-12-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello! haha.
hmm.. went for aqilah's bbq at her house 2 days ago.
wohoooo. food food food. such a pity it rained heavily that day.
or else i'd be running on her carpet grass. hahaahaha
there were quite a lot of people who turned up. and someone was especially happy cos a certain somebody didn't turn up.

ohh, spent the whole day playing the uh.. fuseball (is that how u spell it?) and pool up at the top floor. i got bored, went down to the 2nd floor and watched tv. wahaha, power rangers was on and there were a bunch of people watching it too, and mind you. they weren't aqilah's siblings.
power rangers ended and i went down to eat.
sat with shida moulun, zameer and ersian. and all of us were squeezing for space on the sofa. sheesh..
talk talk talk. then zahirah and uh, another girl.. oh yeah, zhuliana came. zameer and ersian brought them to the 4th floor to play the fuseball. shida went to the portable bbq pit thingy to get more food.
then kental bebek came to the sofa. took my phone. entah buat ape..
tried to take my picture while i was doing my own stuffs but then i realised and it didn't turn out as if i was acting ''natural'' so she delete.

then she heard one tree hill on tv upstairs. but i went up first and took the cushions! hahaha. watched one tree hill. suhaila and zameer came. su actually spilled what was gonna happen to the characters -.-''

then she and zameer left. continued watching one tree hill.. then they came back again. su stole one of zameer's rings and she didn't wanna give it back to him. haha. i think she kept it in her.... uh. then zai and zameer wrestled/tickled her. bebek's phone dropped and i took it! wohooo. she didn't realise of course. but i passed the phone to uzair and all the while when the both of them were at the 4th floor playing fuseball she didn't ask him about it.

sheesh, she started panicking so i gave her the phone back. and i got hit for it! grrr... for that, she owes me pizza hut.

okay okay.. the next day.
went for the band concert at the esplanade yesterday.
met her first and we went there together. haha. so fun.
well okey. the band concert didn't turn out so bad as i expected it to be. in fact, i really enjoyed the whole show. haha, well the classicals were kinda dull, but the other songs they played were nice and enjoyable.

oh oh, and the final item was awesome. they brought in the choir and ohhh.. haha, finally some sing-along with the music.
after the show ended we all went for dinner at suntec.
ate. relax. walked around. then went home.
she went back to her av chalet ):
aaaaaah..

okay okay.

2006-12-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

seize the day by avenged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here,
don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here,
don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

this song goes to my sweetheart.
i'm not sure whether she's heard it before or not. but yeah.
i hope you'll listen to it.
the song says it all; i don't wanna leave you.
you mean a lot to me and i want you to know that you're very special to me too

2006-12-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

updating my blog. hahaa. i'm actually lazy to do so cos i don't wanna say anything. hahah

ok so.. firstly. i'm going to the band concert with her. yes. temasek secondary's very own. and the band will be performing at the esplanade this coming wednesday. uhh, am i right? wait lemme check the calendar.
yes, i'm right :D

secondly, i'm going to muse's freaking concert. haha, my dad says muse are a bunch of pansies and that i shouldn't
waste my money on them. haha, hell no.
i'm not gonna miss it for the world. but i've gotta get
the tickets by friday or i'll have to say bye-bye to t
he $85 tickets and hello to the $95 tickets.

ok, thirdly..
i've already come up with the band's name. uh.. zuhdi, shybree and dzul's band. not temasek's band lah! yes, anyways. all we gotta do right now is find 2 more members i think. yeah. another singer, a good one. that one is very important. hahaa. and uh. bassist? i dunno. hahaa. bassist lah.
okey dokey. that's it. i'm a happy boy. hoho.

i've got a nice girlfriend, i'm going to the muse concert. woooooooohoooo.
what more can i ask for?
eh girl. i love you :D

end.

2006-12-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

had class bbq yesterday.
met the two guys first and we went off to jam first before going for the bbq.
haha. we're gonna revamp the band. if possible we're gonna recruit two more members. and sheep already has someone in mind..
his ahem's brother lah. and he's gonna play the guitar?
i'll just see how it all turns out.

finished jamming. went to sheep's house and wait for him to change. i challenged his bro to fifa 07. i almost got my ass kicked by a small boy. but i still won. hehehe. 5-1.

ok, after that took the bus to east coast.
saw the others. haha. reg and some people were bbq-ing the food.
i took some food and ate and talked with the people.
then reg had a birthday surprise for farzira. yup. 3S's one and only councillor.
we surprised her with a birthday cake. woooooo. chocolate cake.
it got dark and soon some of the people had left already.
i was one of the few who stayed back to enjoy the bbq and just relax and catch up with my classmates.

oh, me and vanessa are talking to each other again.
we both apologised for what happened in the past.
she told me her side of the story and i said mine. so now we have an understanding.

haha.
oklah.
i'm feeling hot.
i want slurpee.

end

2006-12-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

some very random facts. hahaha.
.all of my family members use nokia handphones except me.
.i really dunno what's the model of my handphone. hahaha.
.my handphone is the sexiest among the other handphones of my family members
.i'm the only one using a starhub simcard in my family.
.my sister has a new phone.
.and she isn't using prepaid. darn, that makes me the only one using prepaid in the family.

hahaha. that kinky girl is really evil.
she says she's gonna do something bad to me.
yeaah whatever. hahahahaha
i'm supposed to be the bad one. grrrrr....

i might not go for muse's concert when they come to singapore.
unbelievable.
hmm. let's see.
i'm going out with kinky girl to the movies.
i'm going out with syl and her little emo friend to queensway.
i still owe zai her pizza hut treat. ( hey, my birthday coming you knowww.. )
and i've gotta try save up for the tickets to the concert.
oh gosh...

end.

2006-12-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

wokay. i've not updated since? oh, not that long. but usually i'll update frequently. but these past few days nothing much has been happening.
yeah, so i've been using the computer very much these few days. only watching the L word on youtube. hehe. it's a nice show. alright, some of you would understand what i mean.

i've been pretty angry lately. i still can't find my stupid guitar pick. why am i making a big fuss out of it? cos i liiiiiiike that guitar pick.... aww man.
darn. i just have to go get myself a new one, i guess.

i've got soccer training tomrrow. hmm. 1 training session per week is not enough lah. darn.
i need to go to queensway to get new boots.
i need to go find my a7x shirts.
i need tickets to MUSE's concert this january!
oh, and i wanna see charlotte's web.

psst... i miss my little girl.
HAHAHAHA xD

END

2006-11-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooooo...
yesterday was our first month. hehehe..
but the day ended quite quickly..
darn.
i miss you already.

end.

2006-11-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh.. yesterday is the most boring day ever. everything i do is in slow motion. i'm tired, i'm bored, i feel lethargic. geez...
i sooo badly wanna go jamming.
but the others can't make it. ohwelll....

aaaah, flu attack again. dammit.
ooh, someone's going to thailand for 3 days seh.

hahaa, oooh. school's gonna start in 30 mins time. i better be off now.
cheers

'' i DO NOT sound like m. shadows goddammit!! ''

2006-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

WHAT A DAY!

hmm. went out with her today. hehe. damn, it was fun.
it felt as though i didn't see her a long time seh. but, hahaa. wait, lemme count ah. 3 days only. hahaaa. 3 days is a long time okay..

haha, i thought i was gonna be late. so i quickly got ready and met her at the mrt platform. hahaa, for once, i wasn't late. took mrt to outram, then change mrt to harbourfront. ooh, there was this cute little baby who keeps looking at me in the mrt. haha. the baby looked at me. she was jealous. hahahaa xD
okaaay, reached then walked to vivo city. hehe. went up to the open water area at the top. haha, there were little kids swimming there. they must've been deprived of a swimming pool. ahaa, whatever. sat at the water area wih her. haha, she loves playing with the water. hahaa, i just stared at her. and then she splashed water at me! grr, evil. hahaaa
wohoo! took a photo! somebody has adobe potoshop seh. can edit pictures. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

okay, then decided to go and eat. walked around trying to find a fast food chain. only had burger king but it was full so we went to banquet. bumped into farzira and her frens. hahaa. somebody shy ah..

eat at banquet. wohooo. the yong tau fu is yummie. ooh, then i went to gt drinks. the old aunty very blur. then she made the Q longer cos she dunno how to operate the silly drink machine. so she got fed-up and opened her own counter and asked people if they wanted coke. HAHA, coke only please. not bad huh.

finished eating, then went home. hahaa. took bus 65. wooooo. the bus trip was fun. hehe, cannot say. ooh, the bus trip was long ah, but fun. hehe (: she was cold so i gave her my sweater...

send her home. wait for bus and here i am. hehe. gonna meet her again this friday. oooh so fun

'' smack smack smack, smack what? ooooh ''

end.

2006-11-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

okay, yesterday morning was dull. i was supposed to have soccer training. 8.30 sharp. that's what they said. i came on time and i only see two sec 2 boys. sheesh, wonderful isn't it? waited till 9, coach still didn't turn up. soon the other guys came. we got bored of waiting so we went to the field outside of school since our field can't be used. reached the field, got ready. did our own stuffs. played a game. hahaa, sec 3s vs sec 1+2s. hahaa. we like won.... 9-2?
could've gotten more goals but we didn't wanna make them feel bad.
ohh, hahaa. nothing is more gay than a bunch of guys standing in the middle of the field, dancing and singing justin timberlake's my love. introducing zuhdi, murtaza, annop and aqeel. hehee, *insert the irritating eyebrow msn smiley here.

okay, ended training. went back to school. changed. go out and makan.
ehh, sportspeople must get their food you know, or they'll be grumpy people. hahaa

yeaaaaaah.
i've got no re-exams tomorrow. i'm a free boy! poor express students. study hard yeah. alright alright, the initial plan was to go out with the guys and slack around town. but... hahaa. i can't go. since i'm meeting her tomorrow.

ohhh maaan. i can't wait. ok, i feel kinda bad. haha, i dunno why?
okay okay, so i'm meeting her around noon tomorrow. and we're headed to vivo city. heh, she's been wanting to go there since.. i dunno?
oh wait, she has been there, hahaa, i forgot. i heard that there's this wonderful place there, the rooftop. ohh, can't wait to spend the day with her.

alright, gotta go.

'' good morning starshine, the EARTH says HELLO ''

end.

2006-11-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

went to tampines mall yesterday. yes, on a date. hahaa.
waited for her at the bustop. she came, we took the bus. hahhaha. ohh, i'm not sure if this is true cos i sorta made it up. we were standing in the bus cos it was full. and she loses her balance easily. so i said to her '' ehh, i learnt this in physics. the shorter an object/people, their centre of gravity is lower so making them more unstable..'' hahaa, was she mad at me. she's cute when she's angry. hahaa, reached tamp. went to the cinema and bought our tickets.

walked around tampines. wanted to get chocolates but the shopkeeper wasn't there. hahaa. slenge.. but the chocolates look yummy. then go makan makan. talked with her to pass time. movie started. wohooooo, the movie is damn nice. hehe, you know what i mean. planned to go to vivo city but it was raining heavily so we went home early. sent her hme.. hahaa, the bus trip was fun. okaaay... i dunno why i'm saying that.

hehhe, can't wait till the next time i'm out with her again.

end.

2006-11-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

woohooo..... guess what? it's suuuuuper late at night. err, i mean it's morning already. hahaa, okok whatever. went out today. go jalan raye again. hehe. MONEY! hahahaa. oklah. i won't say anything about money again. hehehehe.
tmr's school. shucks, stupid art remedial. what the hell am i supposd to do seh? aha, i won't think about that lah. i'm busy now learning some new guitar tabs. waduh, hard seh to play the song on acoustic guitar. nehmind, i'll get back to that later.

hehe, it's so fun talking to her on the phone. hearing her sweet voice is the next best thing to having her by my side. alaaa, then never get to see her tomorrow. so sad. nehmind laa. another.. what? 3 more days to go till i see ehr. yes ahh, just the two of us. and the whole day to ourselves. hehe. so fun.

aiyoh, da malam. one time, i stayed up waaay past my bedtime. man that was scary.. alright, i'll go practice for a while then i'll go sleep.
end.

2006-11-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

ok man, i really hate the way things are right now. but i can't do anything about it. and i'll forget about the whole thing. cos you know why? it isn't worth it being angry at you. it's not worth it thinking about you. it's not worth to even remember you. i'm just glad that i won't have to see you next year anymore. i bet you were just angry till u didn't know what else to think right? too angry you couldn't think straight anymore. i know i know. you hate me. i hate you even more. the thing that you did. well, that's just damn pathetic.

and please, i don't even know you. why the fuck would i be talking about you? do you think i'm so free huh? do you think i want to know you? i've got enough wonderful friends around me. and the thought that you actually said my name. that makes me sick. it disgusts me. you don't know me. don't speak my name.

but i'll drop the subject. i'll try and act as if nothing happened. cos it's not worth it. you and your friend are nothing. you don't exist in my life. you never did. i don't care what the fuck you say about me. you can start a goddamn book and say all the bad things about me, heck i don't fucking care. u should know, since you're saying all these bad things about me, that deep down inside you're nothing more than a lousy person. u are, and i don't think that's ever gonna change. at least go correct your english first before you start spamming my blog asshole. and please, i don't have any intentions of stealing your girlfriend. sheesh, she's not worth it. anyway i've already got a girlfriend.
don't be dumb and ask me who she is. cos i swear, if u invovle her in this. i'm gonna beat the fuck out of you, asshole. i don't care if you're big or hairy.

i'll be good and stop this. cos i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. i'm happy cos i'm with my girl and that's all that matters to me. i won't let anything come in between the two of us.

end.

2006-10-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

wokaay.. dad's got a new laptop. freaking expensive. but kinda cool. i like the functions. hahahaa. ok, i'm actually supposed to be configuring the laptop for him now but i'll just do this while waiting for some programmes and softwares to load. i still have to register his dumb laptop. then must connect to the freaking internet first before can do anything.

and i'm doing all this while he is.. sitting down and watching TV. good job dad.
he dunno how to configure then dun want to watch and learn how i do it. baguuuuus
looks like i'll be sleeping late tonight. hmm..
today was kinda fun. went out. met sheep. that kambing was late as usual.
then go makan makan. little girl keeps saying that i'm gay. maybe she likes gayboys? hahahaa

darn, sec 3 remedial for 3 whole weeks. i dun mind actually. then i'll prolly won't be able to turn up for shooting club holiday training. haha, so cacat. when am i ever gonna have time to go out jalan raya with my friends seh? no jalan raya = no money = no pizza hut treat.. haha
so fun. i've just had pizza just now. hmm, yummie..

oh, little girl must be asleep now. darn, cannot disturb her. she's so lucky, get to go jalan raya and she's been to dunno-how-many houses already. hah, she's going out again tomorrow. lucky girl. i'm not sure if i have soocer practice tomorrow. worst come to worst, i'll just be late or i might not turn up at all. hahahh. so funky.

end.

2006-10-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

ok, first and foremost.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!. wow, hari raya came so quickly.
hmm.. so here's a few things i wanna do for hari raya.
1) collect money. hahaa, don't we all want that?
2) buy soccer boots.
3) cut my hair botak. hmm, maybe not ah.
4) meet my relatives. it's been a while you see. miss them loads.
5) go around to my friend's houses. wohooo!

alright, that's probably it. hahaaa

2006-10-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

what a long weekend. i really need to go find something to do. or i'll end up as a couch potatoe again. haha.

i feel so sleepy. everything i do is in slow-motion. hahaa.
okay. i'll update later lah. so lazy to type now. going out to parkway and get new shoes, maybe. then after hari raya, i'll go get new soccer boots. wohooo.

2006-10-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

aaaaargh fuck you internet. dammit. my long post.. i mean it. it's really long lah now i've gotta re-type the whole damn thing. dammit. grrr. argh

ok, exams are over. yay? nah, i'm not gonna be happy till i get my results. and yes. i'm kinda scared. aiyoh.. the weekend is almos over. tomorrow's monday already and i dunno whether it's activities or lessons (if any). but heck, who cares. exams are over. time to relax a little. i've been working my poor brain off.

last friday..
hmmm, had art exam lah. yes, i had to sit for my art while some people (ahem) can just sit at home and grow fat. yes, i'm talking about you, asshole. i was desperately trying to find ideas for art the night before. the topics are hard, super hard. i only managed 3 prep work while 5 was needed. but i still did something right? better than nothing at all. thank god my printer has a little ink left for me to print out some pictures. hahaa. did prep work through the night. 3 pieces sounds very little but must paste this and that, draw this and that. all sorts of thing lah. slept for an hour. woke up in the morning to fast. slept again. woke up late. i was gonna meet qiujin and syl at bedok interchange but lucky i wasn't the only one late. hahaa. met qiujin. waited for syl. ohh, annop was there too. took 229 to school for a change. usually i take 14. annop slept in the bus while listening to his mp3. syl was telling qiujin about ONE TREE HILL season 2. syl is kinda obsessed about one tree hill cos the guys are hot? i dunno. that's what i think. heh, it's okay cos i watch one tree hill too. but i guess the only thing that goes through her mind when she watches one tree hill is.. GONJENG. haha, i know i do.
after art exam..
hmm. oh yeah. went and slacked around with khaizal and man while waiting for friday prayers. blabla prayers ended. we all headed home. went back to school and took 229 with khaizal. i fell asleep in the bus cos i barely slept the night before. and khaizal took my phone and messaged zai about some things i dunno what. woke up before reaching interchange. saw zai's message. and i had no idea what she was talking about. was about to reply but i saw her. haha, wow. coincidence seh..
she went home. i went home. took 222 with khaizal. not sure where he was headed to.

saturday..
nothing much happened. went out the whole day. long story. i'm just too lazy to elaborate. then buka outside. i couldn't pick a place. all i cared was food, it didn't matter where i was going to eat. so my friend suggested pizza hut. wohooo, pizzaaaa! ohmaaan. i looove pizzaaaaa!

sunday. that's today..
went out in the morning. bumped into another firend of mine. woah, i've bumped into so many people. hahaa. she looks... old? is it just me or does she really look old? heehee.
ok. i wanna go out and play soccer. i'm bored. wohooo soccer.

end.

2006-09-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

i've got time management problem? nah, i don't think it's me. i've got a tight schedule lah. next week is exams. this whole week have so many make-up lessons. plus i've got a lot of unfinished homework and tests coming up. aargh, crazy ah.

ok, today we had english lesson first. it was kinda fun. i was doing a comprehension about forensic science. cool eh? hehehe. right, next i had PE. hmm, nothing much lah. just the usual workout plus the games. malay, nothing much too. just practice on langauge for paper 2. recess.. slacked at the student centre. haha, dzul was playing his hari raya songs? geez, he's damn weird lah. had alive lessons, did our own revisions. talked about the band with this classmate of mine. says he wanna join the band. hahaa. next had POA lesson. my group did POA in the library. cool.. haha, the library is sucha nice place to study in. blablabla finished school...

NOT! i had chemistry make-up lesson lah. yeah, ok so ms chia was going through worksheet 1, 2 and 3. um, about the mole concept. yup, that's the one. ahaha, i really understand this topic. i mean, its so fun lah. and i can answer the questions ms chia throws at me. except for balancing equation ah, cos i still suck at that. ok, chem ended and i was lazy to stay in school so i go home lah. took 14 with qiujin, dzul and bernice. bernice was crying while she was talking to someone on the phone. qiujin was busy with her ipod thingy. and dzul... hmm, he put on his cap in the bus and was emoing to hari raya songs. i swear there's something wrong with that dude. oh yeah, i also saw prissy's friends.hahaa. i didn't know that the girl sitting opposite me was radyn. i mean she did look familiar, but i was a bit blur at that time. hahaa, couldn't recognise her.

end.
you've taken my whole life, there's nothing left to say.

2006-09-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

nah, i'm updating since almost all my friends asked me to update. hmm, nothing much happened today. had POA test and i've got a feeling that i'm gonna pass. hehe.i feel so confident. okay, seriously i've got nothing much to write about leh. only that after school i was sitting in the canteen with shida and zai talking nonsense. shida was pulling my hair and somehow zai found it amusing. hahaa, zai is so barbaric i tell you. oh and she was checking my newspaper report and she couldn't wait to pull out her pen and correct my mistakes! then she had to go off for her physics class and i had to hand in my report to my english teacher.

i was finding my teacher but she was nowhere around ah. then i tried calling her extension number but the phone got engaged. haha, damn. i was dialling the number then i heard a familiar voice calling me. '' hey mat!'' haha wtf.. i'm not a mat lah. syiqa really has a weird way of grabbing my attention.

i've realised how hard it is to find girls who really likes avenged sevenfold. hahaa, why do they say that avenged sevenfold's music is not captivating? weird seh..

i've got no idea how i'm ever gonna pay attention in class when some of my classmates just don't know when to shut up. and they get distracted easily too lah, which in turn distracts me. some are just childish, some are restless. goddamnit man, the exams are near. can't i have some peace and quiet in the class so that i can actually learn something? sheesh, grow up lah. 15 years old already and still full of nonsense.

now i'm home. lazying around. hmm, maybe i'll start on my work in a short while. by the way, my sexy shoes is broken. hahaa, i feel so sad.
RIP sexy shoes.
27/02/06-20/09/06

2006-09-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

i lack sleep.. yeah, i'm damn tired and my eyes are tired and my brain feels like shutting down. i lack sleep because of last night's drama ( no, i didn't stay up to watch dramas on tv in the middle of the night, i mean as in stuffs happening in my life ) and just when i was about to finally get the sleep i need my goddman fan just had to stop spinning! so i had to bring my lazy ass off my comfy bed and sleep on the sofa at the living room. thank god my sofa is as comfy as my bed. hahaaa

right, so i woke up today looking drunk. it has to be the lack of sleep. in case you're wondering, i had to wake up early to go to school and do my maths work there. i'm a good boy (:
yeah ok whatever, met up with the rest of the bandmates and went jamming again. hmm, it's the first time that we went and had the whole place to ourselves. hahaa, we made as much noise ah. dzul was smashing the damn drums and screaming as if he got raped. i dunno wassup with that guy seh, sometimes he just scares the hell outta me.

ended our jamming session and went to tampines. i met her in the bus. wohooo, yay yay yay yay. we chatted for a while before she went with her friends to eat. sat at kfc with bandmates and we started talking about girls. hahaa, damn. for the first time ever, i've got nothing to say about girls. i wanted to talk about lesbians but i changed my mind as i was still eating lah.

i waited for her at tampines interchange and i sent her home, bla bla bla...
now i'm home, my com's a fucking slut as this is the second time i'm typing this whole shit again. geez...

2006-09-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

this song is kinda gay but heck.. it's got a damn catchy tune and i love singing it. so what if all those mat jiwang stand outside the damn room and stare at my band while we play this song. at least me and shybree made this song nice. issshhhhhhh, ok whatever luh. i got problem with jiwang songs. i hate it. it's worse that chinese opera and techno. ok whatever, here's the lyrics to the song anyway..

sing for absolution

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

I won't remain unrectified
and our souls won't be absolved

2006-08-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

woah, i've actually got a chinese guy, who in shida's opinion, is a chinese version of me. hahaa, i've got a mini-me, except that the guy isn't mini.. right, i dunno why i'm talking about this anyway. hmm, maybe it's about time i start going for my cca again. i mean, how bad can it be? the worst that could happen is.. nahh, won't happen

i find this year aces day dance a lil fun. hahaa, vanessa looked like an old aunty doing line-dancing. but veronica did ok. vans should do it with more enthusiasm so she won't look like an old aunty.

i'm looking forward to tomorrow's official launch of the student centre thingy. hoho, sounds like lotsa fun to me.